this ism. that ism.

for her

Sunday, May 24, 2009

to the woman who shaped me to be who i am today.

i love you with all my heart. my soul. my every being.
A mere 'thank you' just don't cover my gratitude of having you in life.

Oh Allah, The Great and Most Merciful,
please let her be forever swathed in your love and forgiveness.
Amin.

I love you mama.

i suka teleconf

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

bangun tidur dah ada teleconference. Atas katil. Best Gila.



Dengan diorang lah saya berteleconF. heh. saya sgt suka.

Digi ku bersama mu. *tetiba*

Better

Green Spartans won the 1st round of EPL Challenge. Happy weh. =)

On a 2nd note, penat.

Byknya responsiblities thrusted to me. BANYAK GILA ok.Come on Shasha! Boleh buat punya!! You've got 1 year to prove yourself! Deep down im scared that people would look down on it. Self esteem punya issue. Haih..

I told S about it. He told me something. Dah elok2 semangat, than balik office balik tgk inbox terus deflated. Macam belon kena cucuk dengan jarum.

Taaapi, we finally tried Godiva. Sumpah mahal. Biasa je. Tak lah mcm "Homaigod. I've died and gone to heaven" punya sedap. Biasa je.

Arigato S.=)

oh. Lupa. Meet my Happy feet! 

Loaded

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Dinner as usual with S.
It has come to be a routine lately...

I like to talk. I mean i'm a talker in a conversation. But tonight i'm speechless most of the time. Loads of information to process. Loads of things that shocked me. Partly because i didn't see it coming from him. It's not bad or anything but nonetheless, shocking.

It's a HUGE impact. I was surprised when he said that he wants me to know beforehand so that if anything happens than i wouldn't be jilted.I spaced out a couple of times that he repeatedly ask me whether i am ok or not. Funny. It should be ME saying those lines. 

I never expected that person is THAT person. I never expected the HUGE impact of that problem. God!His world is so different from mine. chup. stop! see, my mind is wandering off into the future again. The future that might or might not exist.

Yeah. ok. Go with the flow. But why does he wants me to know...why me?


A question for myself to ponder:
Am i ready to be in in his 'world'? Or am i to chicken to be a friend.

Surprise

Sunday, May 10, 2009

K called and surprises me with so many stories today..

I'm so happy for her!!!!=) She has FINALLY found her perfect happy beginnings!=) I don't like to say ending because it doesn't make sense right? Happy endings?! It should be happy beginnings as you are beginning a new phase of life.

So yeah. I'm a bridesmaid. This is the 2nd time.

Tiba-tiba aku teringat movie 27 dresses. Aku takut.

bye.

p/s: i miss K too!

Penakut

S called for the first time.

*senyum*

Z is a scaredy cat. hehe. sorry lah. Aku nak takutkan kau. Tapi on 2nd thought kalau aku takutkan kau, aku pun akan tertakut sekali.heh.

Welcome to the Penakut Anonymous wahai Z.

Terima kasih juga sebab update knowledge aku tentang Sungkai. Dan jangan sedih kita semua tak dapat bersuka ria di funfair.

p/s: I miss bin and pey. tiba-tiba tau.

Wow

Saturday, May 9, 2009

"Eh! tak tidur lagi?"


Suddenly i look forward to the weekends.

definitely maybe

I just finished that movie.
It's sad in a way like you might have met many people that you thought you love but it might never work out but you love them anyway. It's funny in a way that the person that you didn't have a thing might be 'the one'. Owh. It's very 'talk-ish'. i forwarded most of the part.heh.

word of the day: Kutat.

today is a work day for me. Although the whole office was on holiday.
A good thing though..as i've caught up with Z and spend the dinner time together =).
The meal was on EM. so hurrah!!!

Weekends dah start. Yet i feel so drained.

Monsters and Dinosaurs

Monday, May 4, 2009

Is it Dinosaurs or Dinosaurus???

Gila bosan. RM12 for adults and RM 8 for kids. Yeah! We were thrilled!!And that was before we went in of course.



I went to P's officemate wedding before that. Seeing the bride made me want to get married for the sake of being pretty in the wedding dress.

I'm depressed.

However, esok kerja. i suka pergi ke kerja.

=)

Hello

Sunday, May 3, 2009

I'm depressive.
I don't know how to let go.
So i went for a therapy. Retail that is.
Gila lah.
Bye bye 1K.

SO how did you spend your Labour Day?

My first ever public holiday since i started working. Best Gila.
But up until today, weird things keep on happening.

1. I was pau-ed. Like money pau not pau Ahmad sedap tu.
2. I was forced to enter a lift by an indian 'uncle'. Whom, when i refused to enter, started shouting at me in tamil. scary gila.
3. Blackout. I was alone. I was in towel. My batt was low. Did i mention that i fear the dark?
Tapi sempat tgk FT perform. heh.=).
4. As it was friggin dark, i had to get out of the house. Gila takut. I kept imagining things creeping to me. bodoh.So i close my eyes while finding my way to the dining table. Aha. Jumpa baju! I sarung my dad's baju melayu yg super besar and cover my hair with my towel to lepak outside the house.
5. M kept me company. Thanks weh!Just when i thought that it was never gonna get any better.My parents came back from Kenduri, and TNB pun datang. 5 sec after that my phone mati. Talking  about timing!!

So there. My weird days.

And i think i'm not missing him as much as i thought i would. Congratulations!

Posts are boring without pictures. So i'm going to ransack my pc for them.

ok. Got it!

My 1,328932,9023 picture of KLCC. I don't know why but i like taking pictures of KLCC when i wanna go home from the office. Somehow, it calms me down...Maybe i am weird afterall.